Avernus

I don't think I get this essay. I don't like not getting things, I'm not very used to it. With literature essays I can bullshit till the cows come home (...as it were), but I somehow can't seem to bullshit on the right subjects in philosophy. Meh. I hope I get back into the philosophical mindset soon, I'm finding it mildly disconcerting >_<

Also, I want to read books and watch anime and write fic and in fact *anything* rather than write this bloody stupid essay.

Why, why, why did I think it would be a good idea to do philosophy? I don't *care* about the damn subject! I think it's *stupid*! And a waste of mine and everybody else's time! Why did I feel blackmailed into doing it just because I got the philosophy prize for Mods and some nice old buffer wrote me an email saying that his father had endowed the prize fund, and he hoped I'd continue to enjoy my studies in the subject? >_< I'm such a sucker >_<

...ratfink >_<